One of my future goals is to be in a sport or club. Something social like that, but not like a sorority. I wish I hadn’t been a bum when I was younger, cause it’s so EMBARRASSING to be a beginner in a sport at this age. I know that if I don’t start now, then it’ll be more embarrassing when I’m an adult and totally unathletic, but I’m too chicken. I’d like to be in a club here, but they removed them ??? years ago!!! Why??? But, I’d like to be in an art club, but also not? Well, more than the rest, because I’m somewhat experienced in that regard, but what if they’re all way better? Well then I won’t care and will draw even more to get to their level. If only I could have the same mindset with doing a sport…
Well speaking of sororities in the second sentence, I want to get into college one day. But I also don’t? I think it’ll be fun (not super fun, because in what world would education be fun?) only if I have a tightly knit friend group and I know how to drive. It’s more so: either be in college and have ??? years under my parents’ roof and get a higher education (so higher paying jobs) or have a lower paying job and my parents are disappointed, so I think the choice is obvious. But I also want to do it for myself!!!
My last goal is to have my personal blog going for at least a year. It’s on Dreamwidth, but I’d like to keep my personal life separated from my work(?)life, so I won’t share the link here. I started it on August 28th 2026, which is not long ago, but I’ve been updating it daily since! Obviously I won’t update it every day, but I want to update it at least once a week.
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